i've sure been a little pooper lately.
who knows
my eyes have recently been opened
and i have a new appreciation for things that used to bother me
i've let a good thing get away and i don't know how but i want to get it back i just don't feel like i deserve it anymore. but if i don't get what i know is the best thing for me for now, then this is what i hope, i hope i can be judged based on who i am not what i've done.