pissed...

FYI, i'm going to vent now.
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So this month I've had to deal with attending my incompetent school, with unstructured teachers, while finding out my financial aid has gone sour, being picked on because I'm the youngest, not being able to pay rent three months in a row, application after application and asking for interviews and still no job, i just had to write this testimonial to the judge saying who i think would be better out of my parents to have full custody of my brothers, my pet chicken dying, my boyfriend breaking up with me, and my old friends being duches, while having to live with a phsyco, skank roommate. i actually stopped by the apartment office to check with the managers, -because i was leaving to stay with Ginelle and i had just cleaned my room and i wanted them to know that i had cleaned my space for cleaning checks and if there was a mess it was "" (my immediate roommate's)- while i was there in the office i decided that i also wanted to get a "roommate complaint form" i filled it out last night and i was wondering if it was something i wanted to turn back into the office, because the facts (for example: smokes weed, drinks frequently, fornicates often sometimes with other individuals in the apartment complex, owns a battery operated sex toy, is bi-polar, doesn't treat other roommates with respect, uses foul language.) i had written on it could lead to Allison's eviction from the type of housing we live in, which i understand could really mess her up, a lot of job applications ask if you've ever been evicted and i know when you are trying to move into another apartment that will also be asked. i couldn't decide so i called the ward clerk and set up a meeting with the bishop so i could see what he thought would be the best route to take. when i met with the bishop last night he said i should turn my complaint form into the office, I'm going to do that today when i get to Ginelle's house then I'll ride over and turn it in.
This morning i woke up to a text from "" my roomate that said "i graduated high school, did you? grow up! seriously" i was so pissed i text back "oh because graduating high school validates your maturity. you're the least grown up person i know. get a life you skank." i went to school being carefree, when i got to my only class of the day i started developing x-rays then i started work on my temporary bridges. i could tell my Program administrator (Judy who also is the teacher of that class) was in a bad mood, she had said something about her daughter being rude with her earlier that morning. then later on i was reading about x-rays -which would be more appropriate in my radiography class, because this class was advanced materials- Judy asked me what i was doing and i said: reading, then she said "obviously not for my class." she was defiantly being snooty, i didn't say anything in reply i just walked in the lab and started working on one of the four temporary bridges that need to be finished by next Wednesday. let me just tell you how much i hate schooling, i like learning but i hate schooling so much, just the mentality of the teacher and the student and the studying test and homework. i don't think it should matter how i spend my time as long as i get good grades and finish my assignments on time.
my class will soon be working in "Clinic" it's basically how you can go to a hair school and the Cosmo students will do your hair for a reduced price, just that it's dental work and we work along-side a dentist. we first start clinic on November 15th, i will first be working at the front desk working with the paperwork and making phone calls and such. today my clinic instructor asked me to call a patient and reschedule an appointment when i had some time and when the patient would most likely be awake, so when my advanced dental materials class with Judy was over i started walking into the clinic and Judy stopped me by saying that i better make sure that Kris' class wasn't in session so i wouldn't be interrupting her class, i told her that Kris wanted me to make a phone call and then i was just kinda pissed that Judy was bringing her bad day to school with her, that makes me so mad that a professional would act like that to a student.
anyway that's what's been going on lately. kinda suckie but things always get better as clique as that sounds it rather true.