other people

sometimes variety is great for some situations, so i DO think it's a good idea for randy and me to take this break but i'm just wondering who these other people are that we're going to be dating. i guess we're doing this so we can actually see if we're right for each other or if there are different people that could be better for us to date, we both don't want to marry the wrong person so we're just gonna take some time to see if we're right for each other on a serious level. so i don't need to be sad and i don't think i am, actually this desisionwas quite flattering it deffinatly and eye-opening, but it deffinatly stresses me out, cos i counted randy saying the married word at least four times in our >ten minute conversation about this. so i'm thinking: marriage aye? well that's what i want, but this timing just doesn't seem so great, i'm super young, and my mom always told me to make sure you do everything fun that a single person can do, because once you're married you're married.

well God has a plan for me and i know the outcome will be glorious.

(p.s. i'm glad not a lot of people read my blog.)